July 2009
4 posts
My Life (Unfinished)
Since I was seventeen I had this fucked up dream Of being some celeberty and be seen on TV Now I’m twenty-three, and it’s sensless I see it doesn’t make sense, I’ll always be little old restless me It’s cold and it’s dark but I stand and it’s hard I try to reach my hand out as far as I can But my plan is parked, fuckin stuck in the sand So I try to suck it...
Closet Alchoholic
Welcome to my world hangin on the edge of sword
everytime i’m bored I start writin on this board
Yeah, I’ve done some shit before
drank my self stupid til hit the floor
try to reach the door but can’t open it
cause my head’s too fuckin sore, shit
now I’m blabberin and yappin all this beer’s got me rappin
but whatever happened to just sittin back and laughin?
am...
What Would You Do? (July 5th, 2009)
Lately I’ve had a lot on my mind… I’m in a middle of a divorce but it’s just so damn hard sometimes. On one of my poems, I wrote that “When I look at (Brad) I see her in his eyes”, and it’s true. Life’s just fuckin tough man. Too tough for me. Whenever I get depressed, which seems to be a lot lately, there’s only three things I think of. One...
Restless (2009 - New)
All of the sudden I dream of blood then
As soon as I think I’m dead I wake up in my bed
with sweat covering all my sheets, realize it’s just in my head
check for my heartbeat but it’s just me I’m just crazy like I said
These things that talk to me when I’m sad or dreaming
When I’m walking in my sleep screaming
About me just wanting to be gleaming
in my self...
June 2009
12 posts
“Good music is good music, and that should be enough for anyone.” -Bradley...”
Back Again (New)
Back again
It’s the return of DaRK oNe ZeRo
In the back of my brain this pains got Me feelin like ive gone insane Yea how many times do I have to explain? That since all this shit im not quite the same You motherfuckers think this is all just a game Until I came with a pitbull and a great dane A knife and a AK and point it at your wife’s brain You think our lives are the same? OK, Someday we can...
Back Again (Beat Inspiration) →
Was listening to this when I made “Back Again”
Still Restless (From April 18th, 2003)
I re-upped on my original piece of dark, twisted poetry with this. Must have been another fucked up day, cause like before, I really don’t remember writing this. Weed’s a helluva drug.
I think I’ll never know why I still hide behind my false sense of pride that’s inside all these feelings I feel that are so unreal and the sad thing is I can’t fucking deal with the...
Restless
What’s weird is I can barely remember writing this… must have been a bad day. Ripped from my LiveJournal. Must have been a bad fucking day.
11:05pm: Restless I remember the nights when I’d wake in fright from dreams of knives cutting in me until i bled, and i knew that the hate inside me fed off the fear that in my bed i’d be laying dead. Those thoughts in my head were what...
The Truth (Old-School Poem)
Yup, it’s sappy, mushy, and gross. But fuck it, I was in love, man. The weird part is that this was originally a really twisted poem about how much I hated life, but I changed it after Deena & I hit it off. Another old one from poetry.com.
Here it is:
Some people say that love does not exist. When it’s found, all they’ll do is resist and persist that all love is just a lie....
Invisible Walls (Old-School Poem)
I just started writing again recently, I had this one on poetry.com that I submitted a long time ago (I think I was 16??). Almost eight years… jeez, talk about getting old. Enjoy.
I remember since I was three years old, I’d lay alone at night and feel so cold. Being alone is always what I’ve feared, but sometimes I’d just wish to dissapear because this fear would eat at my...
Left A Note (Poem, pretty much finished)
Get ready, this is some deep shit. Sooner or later, we all go. So, if I were to die, this what you’d see I wrote All my life it was like I had something to prove Get on the mic and ya better move it or ya lose Everything that I ever wanted, all I ever been Has always haunted me and now I see the end again Now that im going I can see my life flash before my eyes And its no surprise why I wanted to...
I Don't Care (Finished Song Lyrics)
Alright, I’ve finally finished the lyrics for the song which I hope to soon record. It’s called “I Don’t Care”, hope you enjoy. Me + Myspace Music coming soon, hopefully!!! I DON’T CARE Daniel Palos VERSE I What you say I don’t care now anyway I try to find My inside peace of mind PRE CHORUS And I don’t know what it’s worth And I don’t know what is worse All this time...
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