DaRK oNe ZeRo - The Dark Side

All of the sudden I dream of blood then As soon as I think I’m dead I wake up in my bed with sweat covering all my sheets, realize it’s just in my head check for my heartbeat but it’s just me I’m just crazy like I said These things that talk to me when I’m sad or dreaming When I’m walking in my sleep screaming About me just wanting to be gleaming in my self being but its seeming more hard than what you’re seeing Now you understand why I don’t get no sleep Because I choose to live my life so damn deep In my own self pity, it’s shitty I can get away from this gay ass excuse of a situation which has taken me away from this vacation If it’s so simple I want an explanation Of why I’m pacin’ back and forth prayin’ things will go right, oh everything will be alright but at night when shit gets tight it just seems like I turn out the light and wait for my life to get bright but my life aint exactly like yours or hers or anyone else’s for that fuckin matter how can you be sure when I can walk up this ladder? All I can do is pick up my scattered brain and hope I dont turn it into a dang splatter On the wall it’s all so damn crazy If I don’t fall It’ll be a-fucking-mazing but I feel like everybody fucking hates me Yeah Dan’s so fucking lucky, aint he? I’ll tell ya I’ll be damned if I don’t have a gun in my hand Nice to know ya, I can’t stand or tolerate All this hate, let’s see if I can land On this knife from eight floors up, wouldn’t that be great?